YOU ONLY LIVE TWICE : TWO SHORT STORIES BOOK III by Jason Terhune

Author:Jason Terhune [Terhune, Jason]
Language: eng
Format: azw3
Published: 2020-07-28T00:00:00+00:00

Chap 1.

As I sit in the bedroom of my supposedly modern apartment looking out at the street light I am lost, yet found. Oddly all I can think of is the Buddhist Four Noble Truths, or my version of them anyway. First, all people will suffer, it doesn’t matter if you are a king or a hobo, we all suffer in our own way. Second, it is one’s own desires which will deliver us to our suffering. The bad part is that all I can think of is, damn do I have some fucked up desires. Shit it was just the other night that I fisted a woman’s ass, and as fucked up as it is, I had always desired to do so. Third, you must be able to identify these fucked up desires that are forcing you to suffer, so as to fix the situation. Shit, I know my desires, I know they led me to my own suffering, but I still desire them, fucked up or not. Lastly, as I take it if you run down the list you can fix your situation, get rid of the desires and actions that led you to suffering. Well this is always easier said than done. Yet if you are able to do so, the premise is that you will be happy, or at least content.

Now all of this actually does make sense if you really think about it. The hard part was that it is so fucking simple few would ever understand it. We humans like to over analyze everything, nothing can be simple. I am guilty as charged of course, thus why at my age now I am still fucked up, or as I was once called by a woman, a man boy. I know it is time to deal with it all, time to figure some shit out if you will. I am no idiot, I know what the causes of all of my suffering are. The hardest part of it all is simply admitting them out loud.

Fine then I will say it, the cause of all of my suffering is females, women, and bitches, whatever you want to call them. Now we all know that the cause of all my problems could never be me. Some deep seeded psychosis like I resent my mom or some shit. That she may have given me a skewed version of how females are supposed to be. No, all of my problems have to be females and females alone, not me by any means. Now you are laughing, you are saying,

“No buddy you are fucked up and blaming women, you are saying the same shit all men do buddy”. Well with this I would say that you may just be wrong, let me have my moment, it’s one hundred percent the fault of bitches okay. You see believe it or not I was cursed before birth if you will. My father passed his curse down upon me that had been passed down upon him by his father.

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